sick again
For the past few weeks my physical health hasn’t been the best. Just last month I recovered from a mild bronchitis and just recently it came back again. Thankfully the coughing isn’t as extreme as it was before (I firmly believe it was made worse thanks to the bad air conditions caused by the wildfires in our area), but I still don’t feel generally well, and every now and then I’ll experience a glimmer of hope for about five minutes giving me a taste of what normal felt like then dragging me back to my current condition.
I want to draw. I want to stream. I want to play. I want to work. And in my head I’m capable of doing all those things right now despite being sick, but when I tried to stand up and go on my computer i didn’t even last 15 minutes. I just feel so bland and powerless, but I’m bored out of my mind and I want to do all my projects already. I’m stuck in my bed quite literally, and I’m trying my best to rest but I’m also tired of doing nothing! I’m already running out of time so this sickness is a very unwelcome hurdle.
The return was also confusing. I don’t think I’ve had a sickness gap this short in my life. It reminded me of my own medical history and how I was hospitalized for tuberculosis when I was a kid, and it made me paranoid. What if my immune system is weakened? what if my medical history is repeating itself? I hope not.
It’s also the reason I wasnt able to post my Sunday session. The sore throat started last weekend, so I haven’t had the chance to open my pc to collect my thoughts and write my drafts. (I know I can do it on my phone but it’s just a bit more tedious) but All I know is I’ve been focused on working on my business starting with logos and watermarks, and drawing more illustrations. At least there’s that.
Hoping for a quick recovery soon.