may musings #1
Happy May 1st ♥︎
I woke up to my phone on the floor, laying with the 11% indicator, uncharged all night.
I groaned.
It’s day 3 of our vacation here in LA. It feels icky to start a new month with lots of things to do in a different place, let alone a different country. But no matter how uncomfortable it feels, Im still going to pursue my goals.
the real grind starts next week. For now all I can do is plan, organize, and make sure I’m all set by Monday.
— ⊹
List of things I wanna do this Month: ⊹ write a blog every day (weblogPoMo) ⊹ write a poem every day (unpublished) ⊹ start a substack newsletter ⊹ send a poem to a literary journal ⊹ code my portfolio (version 0.3) ⊹ draw and design stickers ⊹ visit the central library ⊹ work/blog in a cafe ⊹ look at opportunities ⊹ read a new book!
— ⊹
I’ve been weirdly detached and emotional lately. Perhaps it’s PMS, I’m not quite sure. All I know is I’m irrational, suffocating, and exhausting to be with. Even I’m tired of myself.
✦ ✧
Im going to Little Tokyo again today to immerse myself with all the books I can never carry back. This whole vacation I’ve felt dissociated from reality. I want more books. I have $30 in my pocket.
#WeblogPoMo2024